Smiles' Crazy Blog

Well I wrote this in Jeremiah class today. It may seem a little awkward but it is how I wrote it.

I cannot collect my thoughts enough to write much of anything. My brain is havin a hard time focusing. Every time I think of something to write a song pops in my head and I lose the idea. So really today I have had several ideas of what to write about, but I can't focus enough to put them on paper. Wow this is getting incredibly redundant. Why? Because my thoughts right now are only on what I cannot do right now. Maybe I should focus on what I can do, or what I should be doing, that would make things better.

So right now I am in Jeremiah class, and I should be taking notes. We are talking about discouragement and how preachers should learn how to handle it. I think I handle discouragement very well. I think I have a pretty good ability to disconnect myself from myself, if that makes any sense, and not take things too personally. I mean my whole life i have been picked on. It was pretty harsh at times and if I went into some deep depression or some kind of pity party every time it happened, I would be the most sorry person ever. But I have never been depressed. I have had days where I felt down but I have never been depressed.