Smiles' Crazy Blog

So I have quit blaming myself for things that aren't my fault.

And tonight I felt hungry again. Not hungry like I just needed to eat, but hungry like I could eat all the food in the house hungry. That is a nice feeling. It have been a few months since I have felt that way.

Since I now have my appetite back, perhaps I can gain back the 20-25 pounds I have lost.

The next thing that I hope to get back is my creative thought process. Maybe I still have that, but instead of using it against myself, I hope to use it in a more productive way, perhaps to talk to a specific tall, athletic, attractive girl that I met at church. That sounds good to me. Maybe I will post goofy stuff again.