Smiles' Crazy Blog

I sound kind of like a angry, spiteful, malicious kid in my last few posts. I am really not. I think that it looks that way, because I am really just confused and frustrated right now, and it comes out in anger. SO if I have made anyone mad in my last… more »

This is the post that I wanted to write on tuesday or was it wednesday, but who knows, I don't remember. To start off, this has nothing to do with anyone specific, but I have heard some of the things that I am about to say several times in my life, an… more »

So I had a great idea for a post a couple nights ago, but it is not coming to fruition. Anyways, I am trying to hang out with more people, but just my luck, everyone I know is always busy. It kind of stinks. So tonight I am just sitting in my apartmen… more »

I use to not be so thankful for this, but now I am. I am thankful for microwaves. Leftover pizza just isn't the same without them. Also today I became a certified referee with the PBOA. I am awesome. Tomorrow I have a tryout. I should do well. I… more »

Well if you have read my blog recently you would probably think that I am a moody little kid. I am not really, that moody. Actually, I think I am being a little moody because I have a hard time dealing with one thing. This being loss. That is right… more »

I am turning into the scared angry little child that I was when I was a freshman in high school. Why? Perhaps a lot of reasons. #1 cause no one can tell me what is wrong with me, and yet they ignore me. Maybe that is it. I am too perfect. I sw… more »

I think that is my problem. I hate emotions. All of them. No doubt. I have told myself that any rational action must be completely void of any emotion, when really, the opposite is true. Some kind of emotion is necessary. I should not be the basis,… more »

I need to make some friends that live around my new place, that I can go and hang out with. I am starting to lose it. Well not really lose it, but I don't want to be bored every night. This is the first time in my life that I haven't been surrounded b… more »

I saw a funny sign. It said clean air action day, pleas limit driving through sunday. I just thought, that since today was wednesday, wouldn't that make it clean air action week? Oh well, stupid hippies. more »

I have moved, and I think things are going really well for me. That is all I have to say right now. more »

So, today for me started off well. I felt good about myself, and I was performing at my capabilities. I did was working well, and I was really feeling good about who I was and where I was going in my life. Then, sometime before noon, I get mad for som… more »

SO I am going to be moving out of the house this weekend. Let's hope I can afford it. Well, really I should be able to, but whether or not I will be disciplined enough is the question. more »

Today was a wonderful day. I think I have finally dealt with things. It is amazing how verbal communication helps things. So to that friend I talked to you are amazing. I hope you live happily ever after with Ben. You really did well. So really I… more »